they're not the ones you lie to
25.03.05 12:34 a.m.

it's nights like these where i remember staying up till all hours talking to brian on the phone.
i remember one time him telling me, or maybe even blaming me, for changing his belief in god.
i did that? that's what i think now. shock. awe. but awe is in the presence of god, and i'm certainly not in the presence of that.
yet, i came upstairs and looked for his screenname. and yearned for those nights when we'd laugh together.
it's hard to find good friends sometimes.