no wonder i didn't hit snooze
06.10.04 10:06 a.m.

i had a pretty awful dream last night. so bad that i wouldn't call it a dream even.
something about gina was on this train. and one car got detached and crashed, but she wasn't in it. and then the other one derailed, but kept rolling/driving, i guess is what you'd call it. imagine train to turn into a bus all of a sudden. and i was waiting and waiting for her to get back.
and i ended up leaving to go find her, but i didn't know my way around. and i knew that the train had been taken hostage. or, taken over. and i was so worried. and it had to do with the chinese mafia. and i was trying to find her and some guy was following me. i told laura and she distracted him to let me get away.
and i never found her or heard if she was okay. there were a lot of insinuations.
but i woke up paniced that something bad was happening to her. especially because there were a lot of very negative hints. like when i saw carly and she told me how the grinding noise was so awful, and she had taken a pain killer, but she couldn't tell me if gina was still okay.

i woke up really tense, to say the least.