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29.09.04 11:51 p.m.

i'm not mad. just frustrated.
i just want to give her a hug. give her the malpa. give her a kiss. or two. three. etc.
you get the point.
i want to feel sort of close to someone this weekend when everyone else will have family visiting.
and i know that i am more than close to her. and, she is my love.
i have that picture set up so that when i look at the time or just to my right i see her smiling. and i think
look at you smiling :) i am smiling.