i miss pasia
28.09.04 9:24 p.m.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
i'm not being the better person. or even a decent person. i'm picking a fight. i'm being passive aggressive. all i really want to say is that i wish you'd change your mind and instead come here.
i hate crying.
fuck pumpkin parade. fuck this weekend. fuck this week. who gives a shit.
i want to crawl under a rock and forget everything.
i'm having an awful time here. and i'm so shut off with my room that. yea. i want a hug and don't want it from anyone here.