it's awful to miss home at times like these. maybe i want to be incredibly alone but surrounded by tons of strangers. but at the same time i know that i'd crave some sort of closeness- some intimacy with someone. anyone. no, of course not just anyone. but it's a phrase. something to throw not so idly around. it all leaves me here on an empty campus, with seemingly lots of RA's that decided not to leave, listening to ani. tears in my eyes. it's funny- in 3 weeks i'll see them anyway. i feel like such a badass being able to say that i didn't go home until winter break. i wish that now i was that sunflower.
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