bitch.
05.10.02 12:17 a.m.

so apparently. yea.

i don't need these words anymore. it's all so ridiculous. i feel myself rise to mania. and then plummet.

i remember how i used to use words like isolated, different all the time in my writing. and now it became words about control. frustration.

i'm so angry. i'm so frustrated. i'm out of control. my mind is no longer mine.

and then i became placid and subdued.

so what the fuck- she asks me to do self diagnosis? tell her to fuck off.