unless a car whips around the curve again
02.10.02 7:50 p.m.

i am not down about this. i am okay. i am fine.

i'm trying to convince myself, can't you tell? i can read the signs. i'm criticizing myself. i'm telling myself that a, b, c, d, etc.. are all wrong. that i need to fix this and this.

no, fuck it- that i'm hopeless. and look at me- that was emotion.

man, i'm such a funny little person.

thursday oct 3, 1:15pm anna goes in for a counseling session.