it's only natural to crash after being elated for a few weeks. that's the thing i keep repeating to myself. and it's not even like my bad crashes that i get- it's just one of self doubt. i wonder if i am real. i see myself changing a lot and i don't know where i really stand at those times. i don't know if i want to be hardcore on something- or maybe i'm just giving into a certain sense of peer pressure, where i can't even decide if i'm agnostic.
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